i don't like me!

why?

why??

and why???


i know i'm asking lotsa whys but why?
eveything happens for a reason...
but can someone just tell me why they're happening?
everything seems so easy,
and yet everything is actually so hard...

it's just another boring day of mine,
and my mind went wild and ended up no where,
it landed here...
asking WHY...?
and yes, i am waiting and i am hoping and i am yearning...


"IF"s...
"SHOULD HAVE"s...


"if i knew this is how it'll end up, i should have not started it..."


'GHOST ^^'
it's really so touching...

i've hungered for your love and touch...
again, why so??


okay, hoping everything starts well and ends well...
for certain things, hoping that it started and *will never end*...